I usually do my blogs on my laptop & make them look all pretty and colourful & I most probably will change this one tomorrow but i'm lay in bed & felt the urge to blog from my phone!
I don't really know what about! I have alot on my mind & wish I could put things into words but how can I publicly write about how I feel when i cant even tell the person its about?
No matter how many times I try to forget & not think I still cant help but scream inside my head!!
Maybe that person is reading this blog thinking could it be about them or are they totally oblivious to the fact I wish I could say what I want to say!
When you feel so strongly towards someone & you can feel them slipping away but don't want to push them away by telling them exactly how you feel no matter how many times you have before you keep going round in circles!
Now I know someone people will instantly think this is aimed at a guy I love which it could be, but it could also be aimed at a friend or family member who I feel distanced from!
I could talk to 100 people about how I feel but not one of them would understand my point of view because believe me its not the first time i've felt like this or spoke about this!
If the person I want to tell is reading this & thinks that maybe its about them then text me & tell me!
But for now I will try & figure out how to tell this person how I feel & how I think things should be dealt with
Night x
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