My Life ♥: March 2012

Friday, 30 March 2012

Another Thursday Been & Gone ♥

Friday Morning & .....

I'm Feeling Sensative :(

Which clearly means last night was

Pub Quiz ♥

Yesterday was a really great day enjoying the sunshine again

(which has gone today :( boohoo )

I spent all day in the park with my bestest again Jasmine, Becky, Shane, Danny & Ste! It was lovely just lying there talking, listening to music & having a laugh!

We decided at 5pm it would be a good idea to go sit in the beer garden of the Beefeater bearing in mind non of us were going home before the quiz & would therefore be drinking for about 7hours on empty stomachs! I went & said goodbye to my mum (she's left me again) & headed back to the pub! At 8pm we headed to our second home Cheers Bar ♥!

Considering arguments from the night before it didn't kick off like I expected it to! It was a funny night, we came 2nd in the quiz (one day we will win) & we had a laugh!

Mine & Jasmines Ink ♥

Like a muppet I spent the day sunbathing with Baby Oil expecting to have a shower before the quiz, but burnt & sticky I trooped through & stuck it out!

Jasmine - Whore ♥

Never leave Shane with a pen or he does like to tattoo our arms with inappropriate nicknames!

Me & Luke ♥

Jasmine ♥

For the first time ever, noone ended up back at mine, I got my own bed & I got to sleep before the sun came up! So Overall Success if you ask me!! Wont be the last Thursday though so who knows what antics we will be up to next week! ♥

Twat, Slut & Whore ♥

Me Luke & Shane ♥

Shane & Jasmine ♥

Luke & Jasmine ♥

My Daddy ♥

My Daddy ♥

Is one of my Favorite people in the world!

Me & My Daddy ♥

There are alot of Blogs I am still to write & even though I mention her in most of my blog's I will still do a Blog about My Mummy ♥ to.

I am one of the biggest Daddy's girls EVER & it's worse because I don't get to see him as often as i'd like to. He lives in Scotland with 2 of my brothers & my step mum & I like to go up & every chance I can. I'll admit at first I didnt like my Step Mum & loved to try & make her life hell but now we are actually quite close & I Love Her To Bits ♥

I lived with him untill I was about 5years old & then him & my mum divorced I changed my surname & we moved to Manchester. Of course it was hard & I missed him, I hardly ever got to see him & when he moved to Belfast I felt like he was 10000000miles way!

I did enjoy visiting him there & of course I was spoilt rotten!!

My dad rang me today to tell me he is going back into hospital for yet another opporation.

(Clearly the first one didn't do what it should of)

He has suffered & struggled alot with his stomach & without going into detail it's been hard watching him suffer. He know's I worry & he knows I get upset so usually takes the mick out of me or winds me up to make things better. I probably show I feel worse than him!

I can't stay mad at him & every time I do he sends me daft texts to make me laugh & forgive him!

So yeh trying to stay mad at him is impossible! Believe me I try & I am very stubborn yet it's hard! Every little Girl loves her daddy & I do alot! I know he will read this because he stalks me & read's everything I do! He will probably find a mistake somewhere just to annoy me :)

I Love You Daddy ♥

Trying to kiss me ♥

Love you ♥

Dad, Caleb, Me, Jamie, Lisa & Trey ♥

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

Aaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!!

People that involve me in their mess! Seriously there is no need!

I am sick to death of things that have nothing to do with me at all becoming my problem and me coming out worse off!!

Grown men need to grow the hell up and stop being petty & pathetic! Falling out over stupid daft things & blaming us women!

Its stupid & irritating!

Just spent half an hour on the phone to someone I cant stand right now because im the one who needs to sort out their mess!

Arrrrrgggggghhhhhh I wish I could just scream & shut the rest of the world out!!

Sorry for the rant

Goodnight readers :)

Tuesday, 27 March 2012

Sunshinee

Yesterday was a really lovely day that I enjoyed a lot!

My lovely friend who I call my husband Danny & his friend Ste came up to see me! Because I live across the road from Heaton Park we spent the day there!

(For people who don't know what that is, it's a country park with a lake & things lol)

Playing football, sunbathing & listening to music we made friends with a group of girls who gave us a drink lol

At about 7 my friend Piff (Also Ste's girlfriend ) came to pick us up & drove us to Hollingworth Lake!

SatNav (SatBitch) got us lost but in the end we made it!

We got a huge blanket & lay on the beach! It was dark & cold but was lovely lying there just talking & paddling in the water!

I love the sun & I love my friends!

Right now i'm in my front garden on a sun lounger reading my book!

I'm getting some funny looks but i'm happy so screw um

Monday, 26 March 2012

Job Centre

This has to be my worst place ever in the world!
I walk all the way here over a mile for me to sign a piece of paper & go home!
It's ridiculous!
I'm sat here
Hot
Sweaty
Bored
It smells really bad
& I have people staring at me!

Just because everyone else looks like a tramp & I make an effort when I leave the house!
I feel like I have a TV on my head & I've got some Simon Cowell look alike trying to chat me up!
Gonna go buy some ice-cream & sit in the sun :)

Sunday, 25 March 2012

:(

When im lay in bed trying to sleep I really wish my mind would

Shut The Hell Up!

A friend of mine lost his grandmother tonight

& it was only a few hours ago we was laughing in the pub!

Death always makes you really think about what you have in life!

I mention him alot but my friend Dave who I lost is always on my mind & every time I hear

Ne-yo - because of you

R Kelly - worlds greatest

Or any of the songs that were played on holiday I cant help but get upset!

Yes I focus on the good times we had & how amazing he was, but knowing I will never have any more good memories with him hurts!

I don't take death well & almost 5 months later & I still find it hard to come to terms with!

Really wish my stupid brain would switch off :(

***Update***

Just closed my eyes & thought of Dave & when I opened them I saw a shooting star!

He's letting me know he's ok!

Love you x

Eyes :)

I get complimented on my eyes alot & I admit

I love my eyes ♥

Even though my eyesight is crap & I wear glasses, the shape & colour of my eyes are amazing!

They also change colour!

When im upset or not well they are a dark brown shade but when in happy or it's sunny they are more green, hazel and brown & what i've noticed lately is they have blue in them to!

♥

Messing Around With Make-Up ♥

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Happy 1st Birthday Evie ♥

Today was my gorgeous cousin' 1st birthday

Evie June Susan Saxon ♥

Gorgeous girl the daughter of my cousin

Sophie who is 2 weeks younger than me and her boyfriend Damien!

Was a beautiful sunny day & had a lovely time!!

Her cake was also amazing!

I spent an hour building her car she was bought & cut all my fingers open while my brother used her box to become a robot who btw is an 18 year old student and not 4 year old child?!

Birthday Girl ♥

I Built This ♥

My Brother Being A Robot ♥

Evie Enjoying Her Ball Pool ♥

Her Birthday Cake ♥

Friday, 23 March 2012

Delamere Forrest ♥

Yesterday I went for a lovely 3 hour walk in Delamere Forrest with my mum, Claire & baby Leo!

7 Miles we walked!♥

It was a beautiful sunny day, but pushing a pram up rocky, muddy hills & carrying a baby is hard! I enjoyed our walk but god do I feel it now! I took lots of pictures & our route!

However, I did not enjoy a big wet dog shaking itself dry all over me! Was not impressed at all!!
I also made friends with a topless guy on a bike lol ♥
There was a spider in the car tormenting me as well!