How to say it ♥

I have so much running through my mind & really don't know how to say it!

Maybe some of you reading this could relate to how I feel!

Everyone has a best friend, but how many of you have a best friend you love so much it hurts?

One little argument or a fight & you literally feel heartbroken! Knowing they know how you feel yet dont act like they do!

You would do anything for them

Your there when they need you

Protect them

Scared they may get hurt

Even thinking they may get hurt, hurts you!

Smiling when you speak to them

Cant wait to see them

& miss them when your not with them!

My best friend means the world to me & right now i've apparently done something wrong & can't think what I've done!

He thinks I'm making sly digs to hurt him but does he know I care about him more than anyone else in the world?

I hate being emotional & can't explain how I feel to anyone & writing this is probably not the best idea! But writing it down helps, should I even post it?

Well if your reading this then I obviously did!

Really wish I could make everything ok but we are both as stubborn as each other! I don't want to loose him but am I wrong in not wanting to apologise for something I don't know what i've done wrong?

I feel like he picks arguments with me & enjoys falling out with me over daft things, maybe something in the past makes him react that way! I don't know but I really wish I did :(

All I know is I love him & don't want to loose my best friend!

♥

Do you still think of me?

Like I think about you?

Do you still dream about me?

Coz i cant sleep without you!

Tell me if time is meant to change, then why do i feel the same!

Im so addicted to you <3

Pose For A Picture...Smile ♥

Last Night was my first night at work, working as the nightclub photographer for

Norwegian Blue - Printworks, Manchester ♥

Was a quiet night (well besides the pounding music)

It wasn't so busy & I only sold 29 Keyrings!

Working tonight though & been told Saturday's are amazingly busy!

Sooo finger's crossed I do well tonight!

I did however end up with

♥ Bruised Feet

♥ Swollen Feet

♥ Drink's knocked all over me

♥ Groped by strangers

&

♥ Chatted up!

it was a good night though & I had a laugh & met some lovely people! Let's hope tonight goes well & all of you get your arses down to support me ♥

Poorly Feet :( ♥

Where's Whally ♥

The Lads Who Made My Night ♥

Lovely Scottish Lot ♥

Rubba Dub Tub ♥

I have the house to myself for a whole week & so far i've enjoyed it!

All thanx to my friends! Yes....

I Do Love My Friends ♥

Saturday ♥ - My Mum & Brother travelled to Scotland & left me all home alone, so my lovely friend Piff come to stay for the night! I cooked her a candle lit meal & we watched a film!

Sausage & Mash ♥

Sunday ♥ - My lovely friend's Anthony, Piff & her boyfriend Ste stayed over & her dog Marley! We watched films, got a take-away & had a laugh. Was really lovely to see my best friend because he lives too bloody far away!

Monday ♥ - My first night alone which was rather boring, I had a bubble bath & went to sleep haha!

Tuesday ♥ - Woke up feeling sorry for myself & dotted around the house all day untill I ended up with 2 of my brother's friends knocking on who decided to burn some unwanted wood & cardboard in the back garden & cook anything they could find!

Marc & Matthew Entertaing Themselves ♥

I got rid of them & went to meet my lovely Jasmine at work & had a drink while waiting for her to finish! We got her stuff & walked back to mine!

For a few week we have discussed having a bath together, which originally was a drunken decision but we decided to go through with it finally!

♥ Candle Lit Bubble Bath
♥ Ipod Dock
♥ Champagne

It was a very lovely experiance & we enjoyed it! We then got some food, watched a film & had a cuddle on the sofa! (& cuddled up again when we woke up)

Before our Bath ♥

In The Bath ♥

After ♥

Legs ♥

Cuddling This Morning ♥

So the week is not yet over but for now the blog is ♥

Sexy Wotsit ♥



I didn't really want to write individual posts about certain friends!

It looks like favouritism but I have to this time!

His Reaction To Me Informing Him
I'm Doing A Blog About Him ♥

My friend Anthony has to be one of the funniest people I know & always cheers me up!

Never laughed so much in my life! ♥

The best ones are when he rings me drunk - which he does every single time! 

Usually to waffle inappropriate things about people I know or the latest one was to offer me a chip!

One of my best friends & my life would be dull without him!

His worst habbit is, he likes to send texts individual letters

L

I

K

E

T

H

I

S

One of his stories ♥

Which drives me insane!

Or Individual words when i'm trying to sleep

O and he likes to send me song lyrics, but not just parts of songs, nooo he likes to send the lyrics to the whole thing! Not just 1 or 2 either!!

But yeh I love him to bits & if it wasn't for his mood swings & bad habbits he would be perfect. ;) haha

He likes to come up with random ideas as well to entertain me

We Came Spanish For The Day ♥

Muppet ♥

A comment on a status that had
nothing to do with potatoes ♥

Anyway he usually rings me on his lunch break with some random info for me but today he hasn't so i'm not impressed! He best Like this and appreciate the effort I put into it!

Another One Bites The Dust ♥

Last Night, we went out to celebrate my friend Piff's Birthday in Manchester.

From the beginning things were going wrong!!

Last Night was well Eventful...

Me with my rollers in ♥

We started getting ready & not only did I have to get myself ready but both Zoe & Piff wanted help with their hair & make-up! I had already had white patches on my tan due to hair bleech being dropped on my arm, I bought earing's that were too big & sat funny on my shoulders, my hair wouldn't go right & i'd hardly eaten all day!

My over sized ear rings ♥

So anyway on the way to town their was an accident with a stupid drunk woman

Then we couldn't get in our usual places because bouncers are too picky about what lads wear

However we did get in Yates' first where I bumped into 2 of the people who worked in one of the bar's in Zante (Small world eh?)

We Got given free stripped sunglasses & mustaches & by now I was almost drunk!

Piff, Me & Zoe with our Glasses & Tashes ♥

After trapsing around to find somewhere to go I gave up & left my friends & met 2 of my friends Mark & Shane! Mark buying my drinks I did think it was clever to drink any drink he bought me in 1 go mainly all containing energy drinks! (& a hell of alot of them)

Me & Zoe ♥

Drunk Much? ♥

We then ended up at the club AXM where my last iPhone 4s was stolen & this time...
some idiot decided to throw my brand new iPhone & completely smashed it to pieces! Needless to say I am very upset :(

My Poor Baby ♥

After getting home my friend came round & we ended up watching Disney's Tarzan ♥ till 6am when he left!

After not sleeping & still now at 7pm feeling drunk I am cooking dinner!

I have to get my phone repaired which will set me back £48 I don't have!! After recent events we have all agreed that my birthday will now be a nice meal not a night out!