Why?

Why do i get upset at the most random stupid times?
I talk about him and think about him all the time but I honestly miss mr David Fulton more than anything in the world!
An amazing beautiful boy cruelly taken at only 20 years young!
Was in a happy mood and all of a sudden a photo of us triggered off my tears! I miss you too much!!

:(

Why can't I tell you how I truely feel?

Happy 20th Birthday to Me ♥

Happy Birthday to Me ♥ 

6th May I turned 20 :) ♥

I had one of the best birthday's ever! 

The whole weekend was full of different celebrations!

4th May

Friday 4th May - Me & the family gathered at Droylsden FC to celebrate & surprise my Auntie & Uncle on their 25th Wedding anniversary! was an AMAZING night & they had no idea!!

Me & Anthony

Saturday 5th May - Me & my lovely bestest went late night (drunk) bowling! was eventful, funny & I loved every minute of it! & thankyou for everyone that came! 
Even my best friend Anthony came from Bolton which resulted us in raiding Allans Fried Chicken for a hat, spilling take-away & watching Four Lions in bed, spending the night laughing & quoting the film till we fell asleep!!

Anthony Spent stupid mounts of money in the arcade to win tickets so I could get this ring haha

Sunday 6th May - MY BIRTHDAY ♥

Woke up on the morning to presents & cards & got spoilt!

I got taken for a lovely morning breakfast & spent the day getting ready :)

My Yummy Breakfast

Blowing out my candles! - Hello Kitty Birthday Cake

Me & Evie & Me & My Brother ♥

The best surprise of all, just after blowing out my candles my AMAZING friends from Glasgow arrived! I had no idea they were coming & burst into tears! Didn't expect it at all & it made my day even better! I spent the night at their hotel & they spoilt me rotten!!

Me & Joe 

Overall, it had to be the best birthday EVER & i'd do it all again if I could  ♥

Thankyou to everyone who made it so special ♥

Sorry Blogfacerssssss ♥

Hello Strangers...♥

Remember me?

I don't know how many times i'm going to apologise & say i'll write soon I promise

& not actually write!

But, I have been MEGA MEGA busy & I can't help it!

quick update though -

♥ My temp Job Ended :(

♥ My photography Job in the Nightclub Ended :(

♥♥♥ 2 of my amazing friends announced their pregnancies ♥♥♥

♥ I came to Scotland to surprise my brother Trey on his 4th Birthday!

Trey 4th Birthday 

♥ I got my 6th Tattoo - which is being made into a bigger piece

♥ I have LOTS of plans over the next week

♥ o & I FINALLY GOT MY PHONE SCREEN FIXED :D YAY!!!!


♥ Sadly I lost an amazing friend as well :( 
He will be missed muchly & never forgotten!
R.I.P Mike ♥

R.I.P Mike - Truely an AMAZING man 

so anyway that's all I can think of so far so mmmm some pictures of the last few weeks :)

speak soon loverrrssss ♥

Jamie (brother) Mum & Me

Me & Shelly had a night out

I met my lovely friend Danny Kildare who I haven't seen in years

At Home With The Noonans ♥

I'm sat watching a TV show about a well known family in Manchester

Known for crime rates & what not!

Anyway the reason for my blog is because there is a bouncer on the show who use to work in th Gay Village Manchester is on there acting the big hard man!

This is a man who I know personally as someone who I use to like and get on with!

After watching this programme I have lost all respect for him! He's acting this big hard man as if he is proud of the things he has done! But to be honest he is far from that!

I've known him for way over 2years & he is a big softie looking for someone to spend his life with!

What hes done in the past is nothing what he's like!

For someone trying to put the past behind him he isn't doing a very good job!

Absolute IDIOT!!

Anyway Rant Over!

Model Mayhem ♥

So as you will all know I am a photographer!

I set up a profile on Model Mayhem so have a look

http://www.modelmayhem.com/vaniityphotos

♥

Sorry ♥

Sorry guys I really cant seem to find the time to blog!

If im not working at one job im at my other, working, sleeping or doing somert or another!

Which is stupid because I love blogging! I have loads to write about! As well!

But for now, look I baked a giant cupcake!!!

Stranger :) ♥

Heyyy, clearly not blogged in a while!

I do apologise!

Finally found a job

Turned 20

& so much more has happened!!

I will be blogging about everything specifically so just be patient

But i havent forgot about my lovely readers!

Speak soon :)

How to say it ♥

I have so much running through my mind & really don't know how to say it!

Maybe some of you reading this could relate to how I feel!

Everyone has a best friend, but how many of you have a best friend you love so much it hurts?

One little argument or a fight & you literally feel heartbroken! Knowing they know how you feel yet dont act like they do!

You would do anything for them

Your there when they need you

Protect them

Scared they may get hurt

Even thinking they may get hurt, hurts you!

Smiling when you speak to them

Cant wait to see them

& miss them when your not with them!

My best friend means the world to me & right now i've apparently done something wrong & can't think what I've done!

He thinks I'm making sly digs to hurt him but does he know I care about him more than anyone else in the world?

I hate being emotional & can't explain how I feel to anyone & writing this is probably not the best idea! But writing it down helps, should I even post it?

Well if your reading this then I obviously did!

Really wish I could make everything ok but we are both as stubborn as each other! I don't want to loose him but am I wrong in not wanting to apologise for something I don't know what i've done wrong?

I feel like he picks arguments with me & enjoys falling out with me over daft things, maybe something in the past makes him react that way! I don't know but I really wish I did :(

All I know is I love him & don't want to loose my best friend!

♥

Do you still think of me?

Like I think about you?

Do you still dream about me?

Coz i cant sleep without you!

Tell me if time is meant to change, then why do i feel the same!

Im so addicted to you <3

Pose For A Picture...Smile ♥

Last Night was my first night at work, working as the nightclub photographer for

Norwegian Blue - Printworks, Manchester ♥

Was a quiet night (well besides the pounding music)

It wasn't so busy & I only sold 29 Keyrings!

Working tonight though & been told Saturday's are amazingly busy!

Sooo finger's crossed I do well tonight!

I did however end up with

♥ Bruised Feet

♥ Swollen Feet

♥ Drink's knocked all over me

♥ Groped by strangers

&

♥ Chatted up!

it was a good night though & I had a laugh & met some lovely people! Let's hope tonight goes well & all of you get your arses down to support me ♥

Poorly Feet :( ♥

Where's Whally ♥

The Lads Who Made My Night ♥

Lovely Scottish Lot ♥

Rubba Dub Tub ♥

I have the house to myself for a whole week & so far i've enjoyed it!

All thanx to my friends! Yes....

I Do Love My Friends ♥

Saturday ♥ - My Mum & Brother travelled to Scotland & left me all home alone, so my lovely friend Piff come to stay for the night! I cooked her a candle lit meal & we watched a film!

Sausage & Mash ♥

Sunday ♥ - My lovely friend's Anthony, Piff & her boyfriend Ste stayed over & her dog Marley! We watched films, got a take-away & had a laugh. Was really lovely to see my best friend because he lives too bloody far away!

Monday ♥ - My first night alone which was rather boring, I had a bubble bath & went to sleep haha!

Tuesday ♥ - Woke up feeling sorry for myself & dotted around the house all day untill I ended up with 2 of my brother's friends knocking on who decided to burn some unwanted wood & cardboard in the back garden & cook anything they could find!

Marc & Matthew Entertaing Themselves ♥

I got rid of them & went to meet my lovely Jasmine at work & had a drink while waiting for her to finish! We got her stuff & walked back to mine!

For a few week we have discussed having a bath together, which originally was a drunken decision but we decided to go through with it finally!

♥ Candle Lit Bubble Bath
♥ Ipod Dock
♥ Champagne

It was a very lovely experiance & we enjoyed it! We then got some food, watched a film & had a cuddle on the sofa! (& cuddled up again when we woke up)

Before our Bath ♥

In The Bath ♥

After ♥

Legs ♥

Cuddling This Morning ♥

So the week is not yet over but for now the blog is ♥

Sexy Wotsit ♥



I didn't really want to write individual posts about certain friends!

It looks like favouritism but I have to this time!

His Reaction To Me Informing Him
I'm Doing A Blog About Him ♥

My friend Anthony has to be one of the funniest people I know & always cheers me up!

Never laughed so much in my life! ♥

The best ones are when he rings me drunk - which he does every single time! 

Usually to waffle inappropriate things about people I know or the latest one was to offer me a chip!

One of my best friends & my life would be dull without him!

His worst habbit is, he likes to send texts individual letters

L

I

K

E

T

H

I

S

One of his stories ♥

Which drives me insane!

Or Individual words when i'm trying to sleep

O and he likes to send me song lyrics, but not just parts of songs, nooo he likes to send the lyrics to the whole thing! Not just 1 or 2 either!!

But yeh I love him to bits & if it wasn't for his mood swings & bad habbits he would be perfect. ;) haha

He likes to come up with random ideas as well to entertain me

We Came Spanish For The Day ♥

Muppet ♥

A comment on a status that had
nothing to do with potatoes ♥

Anyway he usually rings me on his lunch break with some random info for me but today he hasn't so i'm not impressed! He best Like this and appreciate the effort I put into it!

Another One Bites The Dust ♥

Last Night, we went out to celebrate my friend Piff's Birthday in Manchester.

From the beginning things were going wrong!!

Last Night was well Eventful...

Me with my rollers in ♥

We started getting ready & not only did I have to get myself ready but both Zoe & Piff wanted help with their hair & make-up! I had already had white patches on my tan due to hair bleech being dropped on my arm, I bought earing's that were too big & sat funny on my shoulders, my hair wouldn't go right & i'd hardly eaten all day!

My over sized ear rings ♥

So anyway on the way to town their was an accident with a stupid drunk woman

Then we couldn't get in our usual places because bouncers are too picky about what lads wear

However we did get in Yates' first where I bumped into 2 of the people who worked in one of the bar's in Zante (Small world eh?)

We Got given free stripped sunglasses & mustaches & by now I was almost drunk!

Piff, Me & Zoe with our Glasses & Tashes ♥

After trapsing around to find somewhere to go I gave up & left my friends & met 2 of my friends Mark & Shane! Mark buying my drinks I did think it was clever to drink any drink he bought me in 1 go mainly all containing energy drinks! (& a hell of alot of them)

Me & Zoe ♥

Drunk Much? ♥

We then ended up at the club AXM where my last iPhone 4s was stolen & this time...
some idiot decided to throw my brand new iPhone & completely smashed it to pieces! Needless to say I am very upset :(

My Poor Baby ♥

After getting home my friend came round & we ended up watching Disney's Tarzan ♥ till 6am when he left!

After not sleeping & still now at 7pm feeling drunk I am cooking dinner!

I have to get my phone repaired which will set me back £48 I don't have!! After recent events we have all agreed that my birthday will now be a nice meal not a night out!