Brothers ♥

I've mentioned in a previous blog that

My Brothers Are My World ♥

& i'd do anything for them ♥

I have 3 brothers who I Love more than anything in the world  & nothing or no one would stop me from protecting them! ♥

Jamie 18 ♥

My oldest brother, there is exactly 18 months between us & although we fight like cat & dog he's still always there when i need him.

Jamie & Me on his Prom Day ♥

I'm so proud of him because he came out as Gay & has a lovely boyfriend who lives with us! It was one of the hardest things i've ever seen him go through & he made me a proud sister showing how strong he is & i've never seen him happier. It made us become alot closer & we talk alot more!

Love You Jamie ♥

Caleb 7 ♥

My Second brother who my dad had with my lovely step mum! Hes a cheeky monkey & has gone past the stage of cuddling his big sister but he never fails to entertain me unless of course hes being a brat. Like all my brothers Caleb is my world & even though he lives in Scotland i'd do anything to make sure he was ok!

Caleb on his first day of school aged 4 ♥

Love You Caleb ♥

Trey 3 ♥

My youngest brother & by far the craziest. He too lives with my Dad & Step Mum in Scotland & I miss him like crazy! He is the most random, funniest boy I know!

I Love this photo he's only about 2years old on this ♥
If it's not his random temper tantrums telling me he doesn't like me anymore or ignoring me for one of our cousins he's cuddled up to me giving me kisses in bed or on the sofa!

|He does however have a weird obsession with elbows - he loves skin on skin contact & constantly plays with your elbows which drives me insane the little weirdo haha! but I Love him!

Love You Trey ♥

Caleb & Trey always know how to make me smile - Calling me pretty, our random phone calls (which usually results in Trey hanging up on me) or colouring in pictures together! They are the most special little boys ever & I miss them everyday ♥

Heres some more photos of my boys ♥

Trey & Caleb
holding hands
walking accross the road
♥

Trey Watching TV
in the dogs bed ♥

 

Trey & Caleb
 ♥

Caleb
Taken By Trey
♥

                                     Me & Caleb                                         
Pulling Faces ♥

Pulling Silly Faces

♥

Living A Rockabilly Life ♥

Lately I have become obsessed with the 1950's

♥ The clothes

♥ The hair

♥ The music

& have come up with my own little perfect life living as a house wife!

Me & Laura want to find a time machine & travel back to the 1950's to become

Perfect Little Houswives ♥

Waking up in the morning getting ready for the day

♥ Perfect Hair

♥ Beautiful Dresses

♥ Perfect Make-Up

 Making breakfast for our husbands & children, Kissing them goodbye while they go off to work & school

for the day ♥ 

♥ Lunch with Friends

♥ Shopping

♥ Baking Cakes

♥ Preparing Dinner

Then when my husbands home from work having dinner on the table ready, home baked Pies, Cakes & Pastries ♥

Spend time with the children, family time & cuddles in bed with my husband ♥

The music is amazing also!! I love the old swing music like Elvis Presley & I Love Marilyn Monroe!

She was an amazing, beautiful woman with some really inspirational quotes & I Love her ♥

 I don't want to make money, I just want to be wonderful ♥

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best ♥

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring ♥

I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love ♥

So yeh after my big ramble im off to find a time machine so I can go back in time
Ciao
♥

Photography ♥

It's not the camera that makes a good photograph.....it's the photographer themselves ♥



Beach - Cleavleys, Blackpool ♥

Photography is my way to escape the world, explore & discover new things.

Photography is art & can be anything you want it to be or make it be ♥



Lizbeth ♥

I prefer Portrait photography to landscape.

I like to shoot the natural look, but always look for new models, projects & ideas!

People come to me wanting new photos just to make themselves feel better about the way the look....



Miss Paige Paris ♥



 for photos for their portfolio or simply they are bored one day & fancy a day out.

I especially love shoots in the snow in one of my favorite places Heaton Park ♥

Sammiie ♥

This photo is from one of my first shoots & like most of my shoots I was bored one day in Manchester, talking to some of my brothers friends & suggested that the gorgeous samantha could model for me.

It was a very natural shoot walking down Manchester Canal

& still today she models for me, with Sam we prefer experimental shoots to match her personality & they are always the most fun shoots ♥



Birdseye View Manchester Cathedral ♥



Although I prefer portrait photography, it is always interesting to take photos of the

places I visit.

I would love to travel the world & visit so many different places but untill then Manchester is good enough for me!

This photo was taken from the Manchester Wheel on a day out with my sister!

Secretly scared of heights but the view is amazing ♥



Birthday Cake Candles ♥





The best photos are always the most random photos.

Last week was my best friend Dannii's birthday

& with my iphone I took this photo of her

candles & didn't expect it to come out as such good quality!

I LOVE how clear the photo is and how much detail it shows ♥





Sunset - Cleaveleys Beach ♥



Sunset photos are always breathtakingly beautiful & I can never get enough of just sitting & watching the sunset especially on a beach.

I like to visit my grandparents in Cleaveleys, Blackpool alot & love any opportunity to visit the beach for the sunset ♥



Suckie ♥



& Finally animal photography is always fun!

You can't tell an animal how to pose, sit still or do as it's told!

Animals & children are to give the best, natural photographs & you can never plan how the picture will turn out!

This again was taken on my iPhone while my friends cat was lay on my stomach ♥

Just a few of my work & I guarantee, every shoot I do there will be a new blog!

I Love my work

&

I Love to show it off

Photography is my World

♥

Morning ♥

Morning...afternoon :)

Makes me smile knowing people are actually reading my blogs :)

Friends messaging me saying they enjoyed reading them & the obvious I have TOO MUCH to talk about

& that's me only signing up yesterday with 100000 more blogs to come :)

So it's 13:30 & i'm still in my PJ's & don't plan on changing till I have to haha

So far this morning I have

♥ Spent an hour on the phone to Orange pretendning to be my mum

♥ Attempted to ring the council office

♥ Made some food

&

♥ Brought my rabbit inside to play

Pretty eay compared the everything else I have to do today before 6pm!

CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN TIDY UP & YES MORE CLEANING!!!!

Effort & I need motivation but I really CBA! But I get to see my gorgeous baby Leo later & I can't wait!

Leo is my mum's friends baby & hes absolutely gorgeous & of course he loves me, so im babysitting him while mine & his mummy go to the gym :)

Isn't he just gorgeous :)

Me & Leo having a sleepover ♥

More photos to upload later, i'll either update this blog or create a new one on our evening :)

anyway I say i'm gonna get some work done but I have loads to write about

happy reading

♥



Love ♥

Hate is such a strong word, but so is Love & yet people through the word around as if it means nothing!!

Love ♥

Noone will ever know what love is untill they experiance it for themselves & noone will ever know what love was till their heart is broken & you feel like you have been ripped apart & torn to pieces!

Definition of Love ♥  :

♥  The most spectacular, indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

♥  Love is an incredibly powerful word.

When you're in love

♥  You always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together

because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

♥  It's when you trust the other with your life and you would do anything for each other.

♥  When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes

♥  You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

♥  It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up

♥  The feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity.

Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other.

♥  It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

♥  Love is intense,and passionate.

Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

I have been in Love twice in my life & for a 19 year old that's alot!

Everyone had their first Love, the person they think they will spend the rest of their life loving.

He was my everything & I spent all my time with him untill he cheated & it felt like my life was crashing around me!

It sent me down the wrong path & I went off the rails thinking if the person I loved more than anything in the world could treat me like that then why should I be nice to people & I became a horrible person. But if it wasn't for that I wouldn't be the strong person I am today!

The second time I was in Love I still believe to this day im still "In Love" with the same guy

No matter what happens or how far apart you drift from each other, the moment you realise the person you are truely, madly, deeply in love with, doesn't love you the way you want to, your world feelings like its crumbling all around you & you can do nothing but cry!

I can honestly say I know what its like to feel heart broken & I never wish to feel that feeling again but I know as the years go on I will experiance that again!

Girls prepare yourself for heartache because believe me no matter how hard you try, there is no way of stopping it!

♥

My Ink ♥

Im a Tattoo adict! Seriously if I could be covered in them I really would be :)

I have 5 so far & all with meaning

My First: my left wrist

JCT & a tribal butterfly for my brothers

I got this on my 18th birthday

Jamie Caleb Trey - my brothers are my world

I had synititus (or howver you spell it) that day & didnt feel a thing- but from then I was hooked

 & 4 days later I got

My Second: a quote on my right foot

Without you I wouldn't be me

My 18th Birthday present from my Uncle - I got this tattoo for my Mum & Dad

Rather than typically getting "Mum" & "Dad" tattood on me I got this quote

Because its true without both my parents I wouldn't be here today or be the person I am!

Bonfire Night 2010 I Got

My Third: Arabic writing down my spine which translates as

The greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love & be loved in return ♥

A quote from mine & my mums all time favourite film "Moulin Rouge"

I Love this quote & it means alot to me

My fourth: my right index finger

Shh...

The night before i got this tattoo I was at my friends house party and one of my gorgeous friends had this tattood on her finger & made me promise that one day I would get this. Being drunk I agreed, not thinking I would actually ever get it done! But I did and I LOVE IT!

My Fifth: Across my left foot

6 Butterflies for different people

I got this tattoo in rememberence for different people that I have loved & Lost

4 of my smaller butterflies are dedicated to the grandparents I have lost

My Pink butterfly is for my gorgeous

Kimmie - a beautiful young girl I lost to cancer at the age of 16

the pink represents cancer research & because she was a girl ♥

My Blue butterly is for my gorgeous

Dave - who i just wrote a blog for who was killed when hit by a motorbike

the blue represents not only was he male but a Manchester City Fan

All my tattoo's have meanings & I dont regret a single one of them!!

I have big plans for my next ink - over the years every time I achieve something I will add a new piece to what will end up as both my thighs covered!

My right thigh I have planned as an Old School Sailor Pin up Sleeve

♥  Sailor Pin Up Girl

♥  Anchor

♥  Roses

♥  Swallows

things like that!

My left thigh I have a similar plan but the opposite theme - more darker pirate theme

♥ Pirate Pin Up Girl

♥ Treasure

♥  Pirate Ship

♥  Skulls

& you get the idea!

To me tattoo's are art & I find them amazing!!

♥

David Fulton ♥

I thought I would write a blog about one of the most amazing people I know, knew!

David Fulton ♥

08/01/1991 - 06/11/2011

I miss you so so much & it still hurts knowing I will never see you again or speak to you & it feels so daft at how shy I was when we first met!

Zante 2011 we first met! - I remember when me & Sammii first saw you johnny & joe at the airport & all we could think was hmmm wonder if they will be staying near us! When we saw you all getting on our plane we couldn't help but smile! & then getting off the plane & you got on our coach made us even happier!

All 3 of you started talking to us & were staying at the hotel next to us! Spending almost every day of 2 weeks with you all made our holiday one to remember & there wasn't a day go by that you didnt make us laugh & smile!

Too shy to talk to you, sam, wendy, johnny & joe would tease me & winde me up knowing I liked you because face it your gorgeous & the times we did talk you made me laugh!

Our last night in Zante was the night we finally spoke properly besides the fact you teased me for fracturing my foot!

♥  We Danced

♥  We Drank

&

♥  We made it a night to remember!!

Getting off that plane & saying goodbye you gave me a hug & a kiss, we said our goodbyes & we all cried even though it would only be weeks before we saw each other again! My first girls holiday & my favorite one!

The Last time we saw each other was Septemember & it hurts so much knowing I never got to say goodbye!

Me, Sam & Krystal came for a night out in Bolton! Was one of the best nights out i've ever had & not only because we was with you but because of course we were all legless!

The Day I found out you had been killed I wouldn't believe it, Sam rang me 6/11/11 saying you had been killed by a motorbike doing what you do best - stopping friends fighting!

Being the nice guy you were trying to stop friends arguing and fighting & you paid the consequences & was killed!

Me & Sam took flowers to the place you were killed & had a drink in your honour & even then it didnt seem real!

I may not have known you long but doesn't mean you didn't mean the world to me!

The day of your funeral the church was packed upstairs & down & people wore your trademark

♥ City Shirt

♥  Floral Board Shorts

♥  Trainers

&

♥  Sunglasses

at your wake we all drank the night away, bagpipes played Blue Moon by your grave & it was hard to say goodbye!

To end the night we lit lanterns & chanted

"There's only one David Fulton" ♥

Till our throats hurt & we was too drunk to stand!

People still write on your Facebook & Twitter which shows what a truely amazing guy you were! Your Friends, Family & I all miss you so much & know your looking down on us making sure they are all ok!

Didn't realise how hard writing this blog would be but I feel so much better for doing it. I still send you inboxes on Facebook, write on your wall & Tweet you knowing you will find a way to read them from heaven!

I miss you so much Dave you big dafty!

I Love You Always

Gone But NEVER Forgotton!

R.I.P Babe ♥

Miss Italia ♥

Paige Lilyan Paris Barrow ♥

This be one of my gorgeous ♥ girlies who I love to bits!

She's the reason I created this blog that probably only she will ever read! But I thought I would dedicate a whole blog just for her because shes amazing!!!

Since the day we met we have been close best friends & even though she lives up the road I MISS HER!! & don't know what i'd do without her! From the beginning......

Once upon a time ...... haha screw that March 2010 we started an IT Apprentachip at good old Zenos. I wont lie the second I saw her I expected her to be stuck up & didn't think we would get on! But from the second day of the course we were already sitting next to each other causing trouble!

People were convinced we had known each other from years because we instantly became close!

Monday-Friday 9-5 we spent with each other and within the first week of meeting she had me cleaning her house & hoovering her stairs for her mum coming home haha!!

We were always in trouble for talking & every assessment we had it was always brought up that all they could hear was us both giggling & talking!

Singing song Lyrics to ♥ Trey Songz ♥ Pretty Ricky & all her gangster music sending "dirty" texts & emails to each other even though we sat next to each other lol or slagging silly girls off we didnt like

From then we were inseperable spending all our time together!

One lunch time we decided we thought it would be a good idea to drink instead of eat & 2 bottles of wine & several cocktails later we were giggling and dancing in work taking silly photos in the toilets lol

Once leaving Zenos we both started working at the worst job ever!! Shop Direct! There was no way we could be seperated & was even on the same team & shifts together!

Not only did we spend time together but Paige actually models for me sometimes when I can drag her out her house to do it anyway!! && The camera (plus her editting skills) make her look HAWTTT!!!

See Told You ♥

Got to LOVE my Miss Italia ♥

Photos taken outside her house last year

(pssst she was wearing only a bra under that jacket ;) but shh dont tell )

So anyway non of us work for the crap excuse for a company & even though we are both unemployed and bored constantly, we still never see each other!

Anyway Miss Italia after reading this I expect a whole NEW log all about ME! Even though I already know im in some of your existing blogs haha!

Love You Princess ♥

P.S COME SEE ME ASAP!!!!!!! ♥

"Nice Guys" ♥

So after a phone call with my amazing Wifey Laura I have decided to create a blog about

"Nice Guys"

We have discovered we dont like "Too Nice" guys.
Yano the clingy, soppy, sickly sort?
The ones that want to know where you are every minute of the day & texts constantly!

Ok maybe sometimes it can be nice & what girl doesn't like attention & feeling loved?
But there has to be a line somewhere that they should not cross at any time!!!

Texts we DO like

Hey Beautiful Fancy Meeting For A Drink Later? My Treat? xx
Morning Beautiful Hope You Have a Nice Day xx
Night Night Sweet Dreams xx

Texts we DONT like

Hey sexy can't stop thinking about you, your all i think about & i really can't wait to see you, will be amazing!!!! Love You xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

5mins later you've not text back

You ok with me babe? have i done something wrong? why aren't you texting back? xxxxxxxxxxx

5mins later still not text back
Babe?!! are you ok with me? hope you haven't gone off me i really really like you! please text back xxxxx

Theres nice then there's too nice! Girls like to be chased not stalked!

Looking back maybe its about time we started going for Nice guys considering both of our ex's were all dxck heads who treated us like shxt!!
& I Will admit I sometimes like the "treat them mean keep them keen" it makes it more fun!
♥ Play Fighting
♥ Banter
♥ Playful Name Calling

Makes a relationship fun! But Clingyness is a Turn OFF not a Turn ON!
So Guys THINK Before you Chase not stalk a girl!!


♥

Trip to Tesco ♥

9pm & my lovely friend Piff rings me to go tesco just to get change for work in the morning!

I hear her on the next street before she even gets to my house - beauty of loud music

We set off listening to

David Guetta - Turn Me On Singing as you do

We arrive at tesco and she gets £10 out the cash machine & go into tesco!

When in tesco she decides to play on the ipads putting

Pitbull - International Love   on loud and runs away with it still playing!

Chasing each other round the aisles she then looses her £10 - so we spend 10mins looking for it!

She gives up and goes & gets another £10 from the cash machine this time giving it me to look after!

She then decides she wants a scotch egg but, because you cant buy them singley she buys a pack of 12 and only eats 3 of them giving me the rest to throw at people - tuttut!

We then buy irn bru & jelly babies and break the self checkout machine!

She drops me off at the top of my ginnel for a hobo to then try & chat me up for a spare cig

One of many adventures me & piff get up to!

Now sat at home watching hollyoaks & eating my jelly babies

Nomnom ♥

A New Start ♥

I thought i'd try this blog thing to see if maybe it would give me something to do with my boring life!

So yeh I don't really know what things people talk about on blogs other than their days, life or the future maybe? So lets see how far I get & if i actually write anything interesting!

Lets start with today then...

Today Me & my friend decided to create a To Do List which was only half serious & ended up turning into more of a Do's & Dont's list relating to past experiances - Good & Bad!

We were sensible with things like

♥ Get a Decent Job

♥ Travel The World

♥ Pay Off Debts

♥ Pass Driving Test

& then we got silly

♥ Win The Pub Quiz Every Week

♥ Ban Mobile Phones When Drunk

♥ Learn To Speak Fluent Old English

Well that was today anyway & i'm still searching for jobs & applying for 5000 of them that I wont get, watched stupid TV & attempted to read Lee Evans; Life of Lee!

Well that's all I can think of for my first blog but I have plenty of ideas for new ones :)

Happy Blogging

Erin

♥